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Ah, and so it’s time to plan the Divorce
It seems like I’m living in an alternate reality. I wake up at night, crying, anxious. I don’t sleep well. I’m trying to take herbal remedies to “fix” my sadness, depression, anxiety. I don’t know that I should be “fixed.” … Continue reading
Why am I so lonely?
I used to always crave alone time. I lived for time to decompress, read, sit in silence? Now? I still need it but it makes me cry. I cry at pretty much anything these days. The smallest thing one of … Continue reading
This is No way to Live
Funny thing about all of this–I STILL hurt and struggle. I know in my heart he is not going to change. I wish he would; heck, I think somehow he wishes he would, but not enough to actually change. I … Continue reading
Loneliness and the Dreaded D Word
It’s funny. My parents divorced when I was a teen, and I SWORE I’d never be in this position. Sigh. It’s not like I chose to be cheated on, yet somehow, there seems to always be a way I blame … Continue reading
When Does it Get Better?
The fact that I’m asking this almost four years from D-day is scary to me. I’m tired. I’m so lonely and isolated. I do not see a way out, and I certainly don’t see it getting better. Of course, now … Continue reading
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Tagged depression, divorce, hurt, infidelity, loneliness, pain, self-esteem
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Loneliness
I have always been comfortable being alone. I wake up early to have time on my own to write, read something positive, or meditate. I retreat to my office for lunch to have time to regroup and process my morning. … Continue reading
