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Why Do Things Come Back Up?
I really hate when something in the present triggers things from the past. My sister is having a baby. It brings up all of the memories of mine, which should be amazing, right? Yet, in the background are the memories … Continue reading
Get Back on the Horse…
It seems that working full time and driving an hour each way is a bit more overwhelming than I remember. I’m thrilled to have a paycheck but I’m struggling with the balance of it. I suppose everyone struggles in this … Continue reading
A Shift
It has been a while since I have updated you on my life, and I am taking a minute out today to share that I have finally landed a job. It has many good qualities, and I feel a sense … Continue reading
Choices, Limbo, and Exhaustion
October will be a year of knowing this is not going to work. I’ve been living in this limbo state for that long. No wonder I can’t get past this depression. There has been zero forward movement. In fact, we … Continue reading
Another day, another interview
Yes, I interviewed again today. I always think it went well, and then I get the dreaded rejection. It’s crazy that we never know if they already have a candidate in mind. What is worse are all the thoughts in … Continue reading
Judgment
Before D-day, I rarely paid attention to the judgments of others. Sure, things stung, but over time, I realized their judgments were based on their issues, and it was easier to move through the world. Now, I feel every judgment … Continue reading
Today is Four Years
Today makes four years since my life has been completely changed. It’s funny. People will say, “Aren’t you glad you know? Isn’t it the best to know the truth of your life?” Well, yes…and no. Yes…because my GOD, how could … Continue reading
When Does it Get Better?
The fact that I’m asking this almost four years from D-day is scary to me. I’m tired. I’m so lonely and isolated. I do not see a way out, and I certainly don’t see it getting better. Of course, now … Continue reading
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Tagged depression, divorce, hurt, infidelity, loneliness, pain, self-esteem
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Loneliness
I have always been comfortable being alone. I wake up early to have time on my own to write, read something positive, or meditate. I retreat to my office for lunch to have time to regroup and process my morning. … Continue reading
Flat.
I am feeling flat lately. Before dday: I felt comfortable, relatively happy in my life and trusted that even though we were incredibly busy with three kids (two babies), that as time moved on and that season of my life … Continue reading
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Tagged depression, Emotions, feelings, infidelity, relationships, therapy, triggers
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