Tag Archives: depression

Fears…They Continue

I have had SIX interviews in the last six weeks. SIX. Guess what? No job. My self-esteem was bad enough, but my LIFE depends on getting a job that I can support myself and my kids on, and it is … Continue reading

Posted in infidelity | Tagged , , , | 2 Comments

The Worst I’ve Been in a While

I think it’s all just crashing down around me lately. I’ve had six interviews…no job. I feel like I do not have a purpose and I certainly am not able to get myself out of this situation without work. It’s … Continue reading

Posted in infidelity | Tagged , , | 1 Comment

When Does it Get Better?

The fact that I’m asking this almost four years from D-day is scary to me.  I’m tired.  I’m so lonely and isolated.  I do not see a way out, and I certainly don’t see it getting better. Of course, now … Continue reading

Posted in infidelity | Tagged , , , , , , | 3 Comments

I think maybe it’s time to stop blogging

Well, it seems that so much has happened since my last post, and I definitely don’t feel as if I’m pulling myself up.  You see, I had a second dday, and that occurred after a cross country move, giving up … Continue reading

Posted in infidelity | Tagged , , | 2 Comments

Flat.

I am feeling flat lately. Before dday: I felt comfortable, relatively happy in my life and trusted that even though we were incredibly busy with three kids (two babies), that as time moved on and that season of my life … Continue reading

Posted in infidelity | Tagged , , , , , , | 3 Comments

When the other life stuff comes

I think I am heading into depression. I have three master’s degrees. I cannot find a job I want. I likely won’t get hired because I cost too much. All I want is a chance…but I’m starting to really get … Continue reading

Posted in Day-to-day life, infidelity | Tagged , , , | 3 Comments

Just MEH

This is the first time I don’t have a major idea or theme for my blog.  Maybe it’s that I’m feeling sad.  I honestly have no major reason to be depressed.  The work drama continues, and I think that mostly, … Continue reading

Posted in Day-to-day life, infidelity | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment